Day 2: Cerato
Oracle Card for the Day: Mary Magdalene ~ Unconditional Love and Mother Mary ~ Expect a Miracle
Meditation: 20 minutes // Lucid Dream (Ambient sound) // Sakya (Ending bell)
Notes: Struggled to connect and came out with 2:52min remaining to rearrange my legs in order to get feeling back into my left leg. Went back in after brief and doubtful healing visualisation on the asleep foot and connected deeply. Stayed in well after the closing bell.
Arrangement: Surrounding the Oracles. I forgot to place them in front of me during meditation so I had the idea to surround them with the remedies. Integration. Connection. Experiment. New idea for the future: place remedies on top of the oracle card, especially if more than one is guiding me that day.
The Pick: Blindly but I got so excited to see what I picked that I looked at the label. Cerato! Impending doom as I have pulled this one before; however I know it is very relevant and answers many of the blocks that I have around my current financial and employment situation. Good thing I am new to the remedies and can’t remember them in detail without my reference resources.
Observations: I struggled with doubt in the remedies and putting pressure on myself to feel something. I felt tired. The connection I had made during my meditation to my inner self was revitalised and in my meditation and with the remedy I felt the need to swallow and that my inner self wants to come out but feels unsafe and unwavering. Nervous vibrations as it is exploring new territory. The constraint (or molasses) felt in my rib cage (for most of my life) was at a low vibration stirring. Felt and constant upcoming from the rib cage and chest and then a blockage, causing swallowing in the throat. Thoughts that there is an awakening that is happening.
Flower Remedy: Cerato
Latin Name: Ceratostigma willmottiana
Issue: Avoids making decisions
Chakra: Solar Plexus // Yellow // 3rd Chakra // Self-worth
Other Remedies in this Group: Scleranthus, Gentian, Gorse, Hornbeam, Wild Oat
Specific to Cerato
Bach Classification: For personality or type remedies (1st 19 - 12 Healers)
Preparation: Sun method
Primary Remedy: Decision paralysis and weak willed. Incapable of trusting one’s own judgement. Lack of faith in one’s intuition and therefore constantly seeking the advice of others.
Secondary Remedy: Over talkative. Sense of identity is weakened in the presence of more assertive personalities.
Receptivity: Strong intuition. Decisive firm resolve.
~ I will complete the notes for this remedy when I have pulled Cerato for a third time ~
Reference notes are from two sources: Ainsworths Bach Flower Course by Tony Pinkus  and Flower Remedies: A Complete Guide to Dr. Bach’s Natural Healing System by Stefan Ball