Day 35: Larch
Oracle Card for the Day: Sige ~ Quiet Time (the oracle to guide me tomorrow >>> Wednesday) // Bast ~ Independent (the oracle to guide me with a spirit-lifting encounter) // Artemis ~ Guardian (the oracle to guide me in a job prospect)
Mindful Moment: A day of productivity and very much caught up in the Matrix. I was reminded of what many people still live like and how I used to go through life. Very much in the mind and a focused intention of do, do, do!
I have missed my soul today. I know that it is with me, however it feels quite distant. I have not made time and I have over-worked myself. On a positive note (a reflection to say the least): I am in a season of attracting high-vibration male encounters. This has been most fascinating. In the last month I have observed the three men who have a calm that intrigues me. Although I can detect the stirrings of others things in their hearts, in general their existence is at peace and connected. I have enjoyed these encounters and I am grateful for all of them.
I had one today that completely through me. I was not expecting or feeling any sort of shifts until we made eye contact. This sounds like a rom-com, it wasn’t >>> and in fact we may never meet again, but the initial surge of something excited me. Possibly we knew each other in a past life, possibly we will be friends in this one but all I gave a shit about was that moment. And though my brain has gone on to create Sapiens stories, I am much more aware of what it is doing and I am able to just have a laugh. This is big for me! I am a recovering over-thinker and daydreamer.
Meditation: Quick grounding meditation from my bed // No timer
Arrangement: I started yin-n'-yangin’ them in their case. I have never done this before and part of me – the possibly OCD speck in my brain – wanted to scream!!! But I thought of it like Kundalini . . . maybe the need to scream is good for me even if I hate it in that moment. The urge of wanting internally combust. Welcome it to surrender it.
The Pick: I only stopped top-n-tailing them once I found a remedy with no adjacent remedy. Therefore it could slide all the way through and it had no counterpart. Everyone has a someone >>> therefore I took it. I would be its someone.
Observations: Warm, like a growing fever. Warm tingle sensations inside. At peace. A bit anxious and need to gag or swallow followed by a wave of clarity and inner peace. Focused intuition. Chill body. Laser sharp mind.
Flower Remedy: Larch
Latin Name: Larix decidua
Grouping: Despondency or Despair
Issue: Right to survive is challenged
Chakra: Root // Red // 1st Chakra // Foundation of life
Other Remedies in this Group: Pine, Elm, Sweet Chestnut, Star of Bethlehem, Willow, Oak, Crab Apple
Specific to Impatiens
Bach Classification: For everyday emotional states (2nd 19)
Preparation: Boiling method
Primary Remedy: Expects failure. Inferiority. Low confidence.
Secondary Remedy: Lack of will power. Passive behaviour.
Receptivity: Confidence, courage and will-power. Fearless
 A really good remedy to take before taking an exam.
~ I will complete the notes another time ~
Reference notes are from two sources: Ainsworths Bach Flower Course by Tony Pinkus  and Flower Remedies: A Complete Guide to Dr. Bach’s Natural Healing System by Stefan Ball